My Name is Sarah and I’m a Sex Worker.
My name is Sarah, and I’ve been in the sex industry, completely by my own choice, since I was 18.
A sex worker is someone who benefits financially from participating in sexual behavior, or sexual acts. This includes exotic dancing, peep shows, sex-line operators, nude house cleaners, lingerie models, pornographic actors/actresses both pro and amateur, webcam models, footgirls/worshipees, Pro-Dommes, escorts, sugarbabies, and prostitutes.
I have found a surprising amount of hostility towards me since coming out as a sex worker. I have been called worthless and told I will be unwanted and used up, unfit for long term relationships. That I must be a drug addict, a moral delinquent, someone who is lazy and exploits others to live off of.
On a kink/BDSM/fetish website, no less! I would have never thought that by participating and talking about consensual acts between two adults I would be told I was wrong and disgusting.
I often reply to those who try to bring me down. No one will stand up for me, so I will stand on my own.
I’ve played many roles over the last several years, some more fleeting than others. I’ve worked briefly worked at a strip club and on a phone sex line. Most of my time in the sex work industry has been spent webcam modeling and prostituting. I have done some pornography both real productions and amateur films.
I enjoy sex work because it allows me to express myself sexually and gain financially from it as well. We’re all told doing what you love and getting paid for it is the dream! My dreams just happen to be a bit different than others.
I enjoy webcam modeling with my clients. I love to watch just as much as I like to be watched. Its pornography with a personal touch. I enjoy getting to know my clients and understanding their kinks and fantasies. They get to know more about me, and it becomes more than just watching each other get off. I have genuine orgasms and actually really enjoy the time I spend on camera.
A lot of men run when they find I charge to watch me on cam.
“I don’t need to pay for that, I get it for free.” “Only losers would pay some random girl to play on cam.”
That’s great. Go back to your porn (where the girl was paid 99% of the time, that you’re only watching for free because its pirated from a membership website.) Go back to buying girls dinner/dates/drinks in hopes of getting in their pants and tell me you get sex for free. And I’m not some random girl, I’m me, Sarah! I’m fucking awesome! I have a magical pussy and I’m got an adorable personality. I’m silly and I’m fun and I love sex and all things sexual.
I love escorting/prostituting. It stems, like most of my kinks, from learning about it and instead of being repulsed like most of society, compelled to try it myself. I would call myself submissive in some senses. I really enjoy the idea of being objectified. I like being an object and being bought/sold. I’m yours for the amount of time you’ve paid for. We can do almost anything you’d like, I’m your sex toy. I like that. I love to be rewarded and spoiled.
I’ve got it, you want it. Depending on just how badly you want it, how animalistic your need is to get me in bed with you, or just because you enjoy a girl who knows what she wants and isn’t afraid to ask, you’ll purchase my
services.
I’ve never been raped at the hands of a John. I’ve never had violence inflicted upon me, and only once was put into a situation I regret (bastard invited me to his half million dollar loft and gave me $40!) I have never worked for an agency, a pimp, I don’t have a drug habit. I have a regular 40+hr/week career. I have never gotten or given an STD doing sex work. I don’t advertise anywhere online. My clients come to me after seeing my sexuality online and hoping to get to share that experience firsthand.
I don’t expect anyone to understand why I enjoy sex work. Why it excites me to trade a new pair of heels and a dress to watch me masturbate. Why my heart races when I’m getting dolled up to get fucked for a stack of cash. The satisfaction of a job well done, and a few orgasms sprinkled in, I suppose.
The idea that yes, I am worth that much. Everyone’s time is valuable; I’m just more direct with what I expect in exchange.
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